First person I, alone today, woke alone and worried sad, dawdled.
How do I make "alone" not lonely? Can one-stroke I stand upright by itself?
I used to balance better, bouncing back, I remember being
Annoyed a little by the imbalance of adding you, love: would I ever get my mind back?
But I've grown up leaning now and I stumble on the backswing.
Drove away today, not like excitement but like desperation, away instead of towards.
Not how you want to feel when you go out seeking something beautiful.
But maybe I can find it.